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Dec 26, 2010

Songs!

World War Me - From First to Last





Let's starve down to the bone, we're looking better boney


Who needs figure anyway?


Stay with me, stay with me,


So I can dig my nails deep in your cave






It feels better now without control, oh girl,


You look better blurry angel


Why do we need to be sanitary


when the world's so filthy anyway?






Oh poor me, oh poor you, ohhh


Oh poor me, oh poor you, ohhh


Poor unfortunate child


I can't stop running away






I'm a one life, hopeless dirty animal baby


And I bow down to my feeble brain


Aberrated, primitive


Stay with me, stay with me






No food for weeks I've never felt better


We look better famished girl


Hightail to our lush escape,


And leave our filthy world away






Oh poor me, oh poor you, ohhh


Oh poor me, oh poor you, ohhh


Poor unfortunate child


I can't stop running away






I'm on the verge of self destruction


Suffering because of my selfish vices


I'm on the verge of self destruction


Suffering because I gave up on myself and everyone






Oh poor me, oh poor you, ohhh


Oh poor me, oh poor you, ohhh


Poor unfortunate child,


I can't stop running away


Poor unfortunate child,


I can't stop running away...




Skin and Bones - Foo Fighters



Lately I've been measuring


Seems my time is growing thin


Wind me up and watch me spin


Watch me spin


Watch me spin






Skin and bones


Skin and bones


Skin and bones don't you know?






Skin and bones


Skin and bones


Skin and bones don't you know?






I'm just skin and bones






All worn out and nothing fits


Brennevin and cigarettes


The more I give the less I get


But I'm all set


I'm all set






Skin and bones


Skin and bones


Skin and bones don't you know?






Skin and bones


Skin and bones


Skin and bones don't you know?






I'm just skin and bones X5






Deep within this frame of mind


Heart of hearts oh valentine


Tell my mom I'm doing fine


Doing fine


Doing fine






Skin and bones


Skin and bones


Skin and bones don't you know?






Skin and bones


Skin and bones


Skin and bones don't you know?






Skin and bones


Skin and bones


Skin and bones don't you know?






I'm just skin and bones X4






I'm just skin and hey!




Mr. Self Destruct - NIN






I am the voice inside your head


and I control you


I am the lover in your bed


and I control you


I am the sex that you provide


and I control you


I am the hate you try to hide


and I control you


I take you where you want to go


I give you all you need to know


I drag you down I use you up


Mr. Self-destruct


I speak religion's message clear


and I control you


I am denial guilt and fear


and I control you


I am the prayers of the naive


and I control you


I am the lie that you believe


and I control you


I take you where you want to go


I give you all you need to know


I drag you down I use you up


Mr. Self-destruct


I am the needle in your vein


and I control you


I am the high you can't sustain


and I control you


I am the pusher I'm a whore


and I control you


I am the need you have for more


and I control you


I am the bullet in the gun


and I control you


I am the truth from which you run


and I control you


I am the silencing machine


and I control you


I am the end of all your dreams


and I control you


I take you where you want to go


I give you all you need to know


I drag you down I use you up


Mr. Self-destruct




Me and Mia - Ted Leo and the Pharmacists






As I was walking through a life one morning


the sun was out, the air was warm, but


Oh, I was cold


And though I must have looked half a person,


to tell the tale, in my own version,


It was only then that I felt whole






Do you believe in something beautiful?


Then get up and be it






Fighting for the smallest goal: to get a little self-control


I know how hard you try. I see it in your eyes


But call your friends, 'cause we've forgotten what it's like to eat what's rotten


And what's eating you alive might help you to survive.


We went on as we were on a mission, latest in a Grand Tradition


And oh, what did we find?


It was Ego who was flying the banner, and me and Mia, Ann and Ana


Oh, we'd been unkind






But do you believe in something beautiful?


Then get up and be it






Fighting for the smallest goal: to get a little self-control


I see it in your eyes, I see it in your spine.


But call your friends,


'cause we've forgotten what it's like to eat what's rotten


And what's eating you alive, might help you to survive.






And even the nights, they could get better


And even the days ain't all that bad


And after a week of fighting, as more and more it seems the right thing






But do you believe in something beautiful?


Then get up and be it






Fighting for the smallest goal: to gain a little self-control


Won't anybody here just let you disappear?


Not doctors, nor your mom and dad, but me and Mia, Ann and Ana


Know how hard you try. Don't you see it in my eyes?


Sick to death of my dependence, fighting food to find transcendence


Fighting to survive, more dead but more alive


Cigarettes and speed for livin', and sleeping pills to feel forgiven


All that you contrive, and all that you're deprived


All the bourgeois social angels telling you you've got to change


Don't have any idea. They'll never see so clear.


But don't forget what it really means to hunger strike


when you don't really need to


Some are dying for a cause, but that don't make it yours.






And even the nights, they could get better.




Battlestar Anorexia - The Schoolyard Heroes






This disease will make your heart explode,


Melt your teeth and flesh down to the bone.


They took our blood now, baby.


Your kiss shall poison me.


They took our blood with no permission slip.


Darling, won’t you please…






Turn to stone! Turn to stone!






This disease will make your blood turn gray


Catch your breath and lay yourself to waste.


This is jet black field trip to the end of days.


They took our blood now baby, maybe some things never change...






Turn to stone! Turn to stone!






Time makes corpses


Of our moving parts.


You’ll see, when Revlon smiles steal your spotlight. You’ll be saved if you repeat my name.


Laid to waste ‘cause some things never change. Drawn and quartered like you wanted it, you’ll do as I please.


I carved your name into this pretty flesh: "You shall die for me."





Anorexic Beauty - Pulp






Sitting alone on a cold bar stool,


your cold, hard eyes make me feel a fool.


Pastel-white features,


high cheek-bones,


scarlet-blooded lips and deathly tones.






The girl of my nightmares,


sultry and corpse-like.


The girl


of my


nightmares.






Brittle fingers,


and thin cigarettes,


so hard to tell apart,


she hasn't spoken yet.


You put your hand on mine,


death white on brown,


those whirlpool eyes;


well, I begin to drown.






The girl of my nightmares,


erotic and skull-faced.


The girl


of my


nightmares.






Anorexic beauty,


feather-weight perfection,


anorexic beauty,


underweight


goddess.






Sitting alone on


a cold bar stool, your


so hard to tell apart,


she hasn't spoken yet.


Pastel-white features,


high cheek-bones,


scarlet-blooded lips and deathly tones.






The girl of my nightmares,


sultry and corpse-like.


The girl


of my


nightmares.






Anorexic beauty,


feather-weight perfection,


anorexic beauty,


underweight


goddess.






Big Isn't Beautiful - King Adora






I want your heart-shaped lips,lips,


Cooler hula hips,


I want to feel my bones on your bones,yeah,


I wear my heartache at my sleeve,


I love myself too much to see,


It haunts my dreams,


It haunts my every dream,






Every boy wants a body to die for and,


Every girl who's thin is his rival,


I wish I had a body to die for,


Skinny is sexy,


Big isn't beautiful..






I'm gonna shed me some skin,


Get me real,real slim,


I want to feel my bones on your bones,baby,


I am a teenage drama queen,


I throw my guts up for self-esteem,


It haunts my dreams,


It haunts my every dream,






Every boy wants a body to die for,


And every girl who's thin is his rival,


I wish I had a body to die for,


Skinny is sexy,


Big isn't beautiful,






Ohh,ohh,ohh,






Every boy wants a body to die for and,


Every girl who's thin is his rival,


I wish I had a a body to die for,


Skinny is sexy,


Sweet anorexia,


Skinny is sexy,


Big isn't beautiful



4st 7lbs - Manic Street Preachers






I eat too much to die


And not enough to stay alive


I'm sitting in the middle waiting






Days since I last pissed


Cheeks sunken and despaired


So gorgeous sunk to six stone


Lose my only remaining home






See my third rib appear


A week later all my flesh disappears


Stretching taut, cling-film on bone


I'm getting better






Karen says I've reached my target weight


Kate and Emma and Kristin know it's fake


Problem is diet's not a big enough word


I wanna be so skinny that I rot from view






I want to walk in the snow


And not leave a footprint


I want to walk in the snow


And not soil its purity






Stomach collapsed at five


Lift up my skirt my sex is gone


Naked and lovely and 5st. 2


May I bud and never flower






My vision's getting blurred


But I can see my ribs and I feel fine


My hands are trembling stalks


And I can feel my breasts are sinking






Mother trys to choke me with roast beef


And sits savouring her sole Ryvita


That's the way you're built my father said


But I can change, my cocoon shedding






I want to walk in the snow


And not leave a footprint


I want to walk in the snow


And not soil its purity






Kate and Kristin and Kit Kat


All things I like looking at


Too weak to fuss, too weak to die


Choice is skeletal in everybody's life






I choose my choice, I starve to frenzy


Hunger soon passes and sickness soon tires


Legs bend, stockinged I am Twiggy


And I don't mind the horror that surrounds me






Self-worth scatters, self-esteem's a bore


I long since moved to a higher plateau


This discipline's so rare so please applaud


Just look at the fat scum who pamper me so






Yeh 4st. 7, an epilogue of youth


Such beautiful dignity in self-abuse


I've finally come to understand life


Through staring blankly at my navel

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